I know i should behave myself
Be a nice guy
Not always the wise guy
Show understanding
Even appreciation might fall in to my vocabulary
Even when it is so obvious that somebody is acting like an idiot
Or as they usually say: I am just following rules,
The law more or less
But I just cannot get it done
At certain moments
I explode at the stupidity of ignorance
A few examples
I live 5 years now in this small village
Abandoned and forgotten from the rest of the world
In the middle of what some belief is their universe
One with boundaries and little development
All hell broke loose and the last bits of an aesthetic life was ruined by
‘The ‘Virus’ not for all but for many
What the hell am I doing there
You might ask
As not all who read this and kept track of my movements the last years
To be honest thought it wise to live near my daughter
And I do live near her
But further away as in the wildest nightmare
As I turned to this village
I was warned by the inhabitants them selves
‘here people talk about you not with you’
‘They will not accept you’
And more of those cosy lines
I perceived the marked place more and more
As the yard from  the ballad of reading gaol
The south side , ok without the beach, as from cannery row
And the town atmosphere that of Milkwood
Oh and be certain, I have met the loveliest
Nicest people, so no offence really
Not to all, but some…
It is 3,30 on a Sunday afternoon
We are cleaning the restaurant.
The door opens, a men in back opens
Particularly at this Sunday the restaurants must be closed
‘for your own safety and that of others’, he utters
The men looks like Beckmann von Borgert
Gasmaske brille noch auf
But the Elbe would leave him and swallow him
‘the door is open’
In front of his eyes on a shield the words
‘sorry we are closed’
He could not read English
So what is the problem here?
‘That is not allowed, you are gong to pay for that’
No men on the street, not one single soul
‘You have a restaurant and are not be open’
I solid as a rock walk towards the creature
Show him the closed sign
The broom and the water….
And dry I say ‘We are cleaning’
‘There were 3 people in the shop’, he mumbled like scrooge
That was one half our ago.
‘those are friends`, I stated, meanwhile leading him to the door
 I have to admit I am not a real small town boy
I love anonymity is so many ways
Travelling around, mostly for world gave me that space
It is not judgemental, although it might look that way
Far more than that it is disbelieve
What rights do others have over people who do not harm nobody
It is an interesting topic
The empathy is completely gone
Sometimes I feel like surrounded the boys in The Deliverance
Each and every human being who is able to talk
Should not have is voice heard
And here is not so different from many other places worldwide
If you look at it sharp
And you have to look sharp
Every single beauty and elegance
Every trace of dignity
Gone with the wind when ignorance is dominant
Sitting inside ruled by politics
In Holland it is even worse than here
It seems that all the heavy polluted cities and
Parts of countries are getting the bill presented
But Sweden knows how to deal with it
Many specialist Virologists seem too have a pretty nice
View and opinion about the insane behaviour of some politicians
I know I should behave
Shut the f.ck up and do what is told
As not very font on nationalism
How to deal with the Dutch
The Dutch Prime Minister Rutte
Behaves like the head of an elementary school
In the early 60 ties
Uttering that he is proud of his people that they
Do as he has told them to do
I believe that Leni Riefenstahl could have made
A nice documentary out of the clowning around
Of politicians
Flaubert said it nicely
The whole dream of democracy is to raise the proletarian to the level of stupidity attained by the bourgeois
We live now obviously in a one dimensional world
It is not about taking things serious or not
As told in a former article I wrote.
Not the dying of children from hunger, 9 million a year
Is on the agenda but ‘the virus’
We live and will at a certain moment die
Keep at all times your dignity and elegance
Focus on what makes and keeps you strong
Train your mind and treat your body well
And stop reading taking ‘news’ serious
Yesterdays news is tomorrows fish and chips paper
