Er is geen veleEr is geen wereldEr is geen veld Schoenen, kleine schoenenOp straatEr is geen veld            Stilte Gevels staan en schouwen steunen De hallucinatieEnig-woorden-lijst, die we delenWordt dan in ene wereld voor de anderNiemandalletjes vervoegen zichLeven steeds de zachte ontroeringVan overgave zonder blikDat we ons bekeken denkenBuitendien het troost vinden inKikker boekenTroost bieden gezelschapAls in echt ontMoeten De dood loopt in en uit voorbij en roept aanDat je t maar ziethoort zegt ie, t is alles levende overgave aan de betekenisloosheidomgeven soms door dwangmatigheidom spel te makenje zou de tonen-hoogte willenvoelendeelbaar latenzijn troost in eenvoudaltijd licht verontwaardigd zijnleer opnieuw aangedaan altijd aangedaanin onschuldwat nieuw  is, zo elk momentdraagt mee grootdat klein gemaakt betersmaaktdus moeten stemmen sprekenmensende plek zelfhet café dangesprekken t is verduisteringluiken dicht en […]


 there is something funny in what we know and might know or do not want to knowas the current youth might end up to be say 110 average it might be time to reconsider the element of aging and how we spend our life. What is life in relation to aging? The picture of Dorian Gray is an aesthetic approach.Me as being a hypnotherapist am always fascinated by what we hold for reality or what for trance. So much is sure. Plato says we hallucinate. let start with a small introduction. One of many. I will continue about this fine subjectWiki Aging or ageing is the process of becoming older. In humans, aging represents the accumulation of changes in a human being over […]

a brief announcement of an upcoming seminar on hypnoses and trance

One cannot get that deep into a trance that you wake up to life… you might mistakenly perceiveOk lets put it like this: deconditioning, dehypnotizing so you start designing.. might be an outcome and skillwe knowIf you take it, anything, serious you are lost. Lost in the wilderness of ethics. The fast moving but small universe of human opinions. Hence you could live the unique beauty of any moment,  -the silent unfolding of any life form, or so we might observe artform- that brings a tingling … a shiver that we just can multiply but not catch. andWe know that it certainly does not say anything about the possible disgusting stupidity of mankind to ruin any living creature or moment. To be involved with […]

even wat anders

Wat de pen opgeschreven heeft12 januari 2018 Alles lijkt perceptieWeg dan banend naar de bindingDie los vastSteeds van beeldLijkt te wijzigenOnderwijlOngrijpbaarIsTroostrijk is ‘tErgensHet verlangen naar wat is Overal geluidenStofzuigers, piepende banden van de vloer poetsmachineVerlicht de ruimte isHelHelder men moeten weten waar naar toeZeg maarEr is een redeReden voor alles Hoe lang te slapen voor even danImmer niets fraaier dan het lome geslenter Concept conceptJe moet ’t ophangenKunnenAan een thema’t gaat altijd ergens heen immersEven er buiten kun je altijd beter binnen dringen ’ t gaat altijd ergens heen immersEven er buitenKun je altijd beter binnen dringen Ongemerkt deelgenootZijnGelijk een stervende die niets meer           alles is optischwaar lijktte        nemen dan kun we nu boekje open doenover de sensesde zintuigen wat meer dan beleving De ZachtheidHuldigtCharlie leert […]

Sick man Fraud…(Sigmund Freud)

so… Sigmund Freud Says….; Einstein says…; Tesla…. On and On… there are people who quote and are ‘quoted’…Quoting might give the impression that you know the source… even  be …..scientific…. that you might have read all the work of a certain person…It might also free yourself of further reseach as the responsibility lies with somebody else.Quoting might be eloquent in giving the credentials to whom they belong.Extented Quoting is a way to divert and use somebody else to say what you would like to say…WHYYYYYYYYYY?What it is in people’s head that they feel like quoting…That they write things down and make it as it was from a certain person.. without knowing where it is from exactly….  One might assume that the quoter […]

method acting?

There events in the world that might change or influence our perception and even our behaviour.We know a movie is a movie. A song is a song. Tv is Tv and so on. What is reality? Always a nice question.I tempt to believe that movies, books, songs and art really influence peoples everyday’s believes and actions more than all politics and much other stuff. The entertainment value is an important asset there. Will talk about that later in different writings. The circus around the elections in the USA does not differ very much of other countries it is just -like everything in the USA- bigger in its insanity. Insanity starts where one person believes he or she can rule a country. I […]

Revolving door at Easter

 In my new universe as being host and owner in a café/restaurant, there is a part of me this part of me that has been manifest for as long as I can remember:Observing the playful, tragical and any other sketch in my universe.‘Life in a nutshell settings’.Not one holds truth, for I am not a guy from abstract ethicsMore I am attracted to the aesthetics. Movements, paths, gestures, style and such…The scene: At the end of the day, early evening, 2 youngsters were in the house. The one left as the other came in. Both 16.1 a streetwise, dressed casually and very open young man. The young Nicky Cruz (to stay in terms of Easter).He came in. Saluted the few clients […]

Johan blijft

‘Als ik zou willen dat je het begreep, had ik het wel beter uitgelegd‘, JCHier in een klein stadje in Duitsland kent geen mens Johan.Mijn hart sloeg over toen ik het bericht las.‘Dood is de enige zekerheid’, was de reactie van mijn tafelgenoot. Kil en koud. Mijn jeugd, mijn leven lang heeft de man me geboeid.Ik poogde vergeefs noch een anekdote te starten. Wilde video’s laten zien. Citeren uit zijn boeken van en met Pieter Winsemius. Vertellen over zijn school, de voetbalveldjes, de talloze initiatieven. Natuurlijk al voetbalbeelden. De film nummer 14 die ik in de Rex in Leiden gezien heb.IJdel, dus haakte ik af. Schoof mijn stoel voor m’n bureau en zocht op laptop weer eens wat en hoe. […]

Food for thoughts, just for fun

 You know that there are answersThere always have been answersIn common they all have that they create a trance induction. Hypnoses: selecting one part and turning it into the whole.Nature itself was drown upon to give birth to the myth of lifeNature facilitated Gods and demonsCivilisations created myths and sages around themSo ideals and values were connected to supernatural identitiesMonotheism came with one Yahweh ElohimOk there came 3 out of themThe Holy Spirit connected allIn the Far East the light became EnlightenmentSouls were searching, or better… some soulsSo institutionalising cameReligion with rules and boundariesEthics more and more ethicsMathematics to structure belief in cause and effectPolitics as attempt to make a human systemSociology and psychology in order to frame behaviourEconomics to […]

The thing that is called fantasy

So we live in reality tunnels. There is no fixed point of arrival, except for where we are.More over, a lot of people hold what they know for the world they live inThey perceive it as suchCould it be different?And we knowWe just cannot seem to grasp what there is more out thereNot only because of simple conditioning of habitsIt is thoughtful sensory awareness, as I might call itThat allows us to touch the myth instead of just ploughing through the fields of the everyday lifePlayful the field were we acknowledge that are senses our bounded by the sheer definition of what they are telling usSo brain doctors state that on a sub liminal level there is more that we […]