lamentation … with hope

 Step out of the sequences that tie you to securityForce yourself into the unknownStep out of this society driven non sense We are trapped in ‚being‘ normal…. Mediocrity…We have been terrorized by ‘information’ and measures around coronaWhat ignorance and stupidity we now accept… for the eyes of the public the administration fails… we cannot deny any more…. Politicians and civil servants are stupid as mules… runner up the so called journalists What dear wonder life is…Poëts , painters, movie makers, musicians and all other artist… perhaps even philosophers and physicians who life for the perfecting of their skill, thoughts, feelings… not seeking for a frame of reference… never finishing…Just watch the eyes, see and feel the emotions What horrible life … 14 years […]

The Divine Comedy

Just in betweenDantes HellMy restaurant is closed, due to the power of main media and politics… who believe people can vote for them to represent them… but that the same people are not capable to make up their own mind about how to act. As so many things… there comes a moment that is called the ‘clutter effect’… nobody knows who is saying what and why anymore. The Corona hysteria… used to be in the lime lights… does not sell any more. People switch off and are looking for other things… So we shut off from what is broadcasted.Off cause the media and politicians notice that. Quite obviously we see a different approach… ‘changes will come’… and in the background they keep on […]

Danse Macabre

Camille Saint-Saëns – Danse MacabreZig, zig, zig, Death in cadence, Striking with his heel a tomb, Death at midnight plays a dance-tune, Zig, zig, zig, on his violin. The winter wind blows and the night is dark; Moans are heard in the linden-trees. Through the gloom, white skeletons pass, Running and leaping in their shrouds. Zig, zig, zig, each one is frisking. The bones of the dancers are heard to crack- But hist! of a sudden they quit the round, They push forward, they fly; the cock has crowed. Henri Cazalis. They wear their clothes. The sun shines. It is not night. Clear daylight and yet every movement clarifies that this dance used to be the night only visitors at graveyards Now in bright daylight…The movement is slowerThey are wearing masks to prevent recognition […]

De grijze Monnik beleeft alles nieuw

 Nooit is er ooit een wind die zo fraai waait als op SchiermonnikoogBij paal zestien stopt het eiland en begint de grootte wereld In de mist, bij t Willems duin zochten we spoor naar het KobbeduinHet zal 1980 geweest zijn, winter… Een aantal jaren achtereen was ik alleen van voor de kerst tot na nieuwjaar in Paal 12 (geloof ik dat het heet) in een 1 persoons kamer. Ik liep voorop, althans dat dachten zij. Een man en vrouw, een stelletje denk ik. In mijn hoofd zat, zij blijven op afstand, komen niet dichter of verder, dus ga ik goed. De mist werd dichter, de kou kroop naar de huid soms zelfs erin. Het eiland is zo groot nietEchter de mist maakt alles zo klein […]

The Backstabbers

They smile in your face all the time they want to take your placethe backstabbersI want to thank all the is music, SOUL. I was living in the shed under a flat. Not all barns or sheds, were this big. Mine had 28 square meters. 2 parts. Green and orange walls and a disco. The windows were small. Look on the picture. The small windows under each apartment. No water, no toilet, barely heated. We, all 12, 13, 14, 15, lived like gang-members it was the time of the Mau Mau and other ‘famous’ gangs’ in the big cities in the states. In Leiden it was ‘South West’ a new housing estate.I am not going to tell you what we […]

The Symmetries of Reality

Het niets verkennen. Drie-vierde energie in het niets.Als je dieper inzoomt op het niets dan komt er leven uit het niets.Mathematiek is een wereld beeld. Manier om te ordenen. Er zijn meerdere.Niets is oorsprong van allesSymmetrie … regelmatige patronen… brengen een vorm van rustVoorspelbare patronen…T volgende is dan ook voorspelbaarOgenschijnlijk is er behoefte aan patronen…. Regelmatigheden’t liefst ‘mooi’… het ‘klopt’ ….’het past’…gelijk lego bokken passen De prijs van die zekerheid is dan vrijheidVrijheid is een grote disciplineEnAls je nog kunt kiezen ben je niet vrij.DE overgave. Visualiseren is de grond, de basis die tijd vraagt. Weer kijken.Je bent niet de auteur van je leven? En als je het verkiest besef je pas hoe lang je ermee doende bent geweestMaak je leven lichter, eenvoudiger, […]

one flew over a cuckoo’s nest

1.     We have all over the world an overkill of old people. 

2.     There is no significant number of people dying higher than normal, even less as 2018 with the well-known flew

3.     95 % of the people who died with Corona not only of Corona.

4.     From the people who had (have) Corona 95 % was older than 75 years of age

5.     From the 95 % who had it 5% got seriously ill, from these 5% around 5 % died

6.     From the 5 % remaining most people did not even notice that they were ill.

7.     THE reason for all this neurotic testing and lockdowns is – they say- fear of shortage in hospital beds. That is proclaimed.

8.     8 months’ time to build new hospitals. Almost nothing. So if one thing: the health system failed. Building new facilities cannot be the problem

9.     Innovative thinking also. Create a strong Immune system, go out… eat healthy and move.

10.  Instead people are locked down in their houses, forbidden to meet up

11.  Berlin looks at Den Haag, Den Haag looks at Brussels, Brussels and Paris and so stupidity builds up to laws that have no fundament . We call it politics. 



The basic problem is the dehumanization  from the people in charge. They proclaim that we are interdependent and responsible for the health of other. 

They cannot support it with sufficient sources and research to proclaim that all measurement are justifiable. As good Christian cultivating the feeling of Guild.

They interpret facts as if they were not said.

Reminds me of:


Reagans misquotation of John Adams words: ‘Facts are stupid things’. It was: ‘Facts are stubborn things’


With facts it is was with belief systems. Not easy to change. We now see in many countries, for sure in Holland and Germany:  the complete denial of facts.



For politicians and journalists, pretty much hospitalized, remains the thought:


Where is your desire to be useful and meaningful for others?  What drives you, except so much ego, that we rarely see in a democracy? 



So what is the real reason? 

Today Merkel justifies  a complete lockdown with Xmas. Ruling over other people’s lives.


Merkel: 590 toten gestern, das kann nicht… Lockdown,


for your info and her lies, see the numbers in the picture

Rutte is not very different. As real Jehova’s they belief that they are right. They have committed to money or something else and cannot clean their brains anymore.


 Who is playing with who? Let us try to stop this nonsense from Politicians and journalists.It is well know:  orders are orders. You do what you are told to do. The most stupid line in human history. Research and develop should be the beginning. Is it true? Is it true everywhere? Simple: Falsification, verification, induction and deduction. Just as a start. The best solution is to have a dream that is so tangible that we can touch and feel it.Now they are running away from lies.  We ask that you know what you are talking about. That you really have the strength to confront people who differ in opinion.  The struggle between the individual and group, social psychology in bigger picture, represented by:Salomon Ash, Buber, Stanley Milgram, Fromm, Adorno, Frankl […]


in deze wereld waar miljarden mensen hopen op redding, heb ik de overtuiging dat ze beter kunnen gaan lezen of in ergste geval zelf iets schrijvenof zo ik hier doe, anderen attent maken op autoren die wellicht ietwat in de vergetelheid geraakt zijn.Het brengt niks om de gehele dag kompleet in pijn en teleurstelling te leven omdat je familie of landsleuten je geestelijk proberen af te slachtenwe zeggen maar zo, die niet in staat zijn tot een goed gesprek. Die niet pogen op schrift nader te komen (pracht titel NADER TOT U . Gerard Reve.. over ezelsgesproken) om dan weer saam te zijn (pracht dichtbundel van Slauerhoff : Verwonderd saam te zijn) Wat kan we over zulk een volk denken, alle […]

you do want to be a idiot , so use your brains for a changes

It is time to wake upSmart people do not go into politics. But sometimes they drive you into it. Although there is a paradox.Niccolò di Bernardo dei Machiavelli was the smarter one, in all his irony. A few things:Politicians have the tendency to make themselves important.I take the disease serious like other diseases.There is no pandemic.People are measuring RNA on a scale as never beforeSo far ‘only’ 16.000 people in Holland 10.000. 90 % over 65 years of age.Compared with normal flew or other diseases reasonable, when we take into account that elderly people have the tendency to die at a certain moment. With covid perhaps. Not nice, but reality. Also young people die of cancer or heart failure.In Holland and […]

Death and Decorum

In this corona crises it seems to be the fear of getting ill, or even dying the issue that the governments are using to limit our freedom of movement and choose.I am not the guy that says: everyone is smart enough to take their own decisions. But on the other had they were able to elect the parliament as it is.  So the government is always talking about your lack of awareness on how others could suffer and die; mean whilst you have the ability to choose them.As if Empathy is such a big given in this world. Lots to learn there. Having an attitude that is a classical thing. The fact that you are a character does not mean you […]