you have to be 70 of course

Chaplin is exception in each and every way. He is entitled to say anything he wants. The speech is a warm one. Partly a speech that only could be made by a man from 70, with the best of his life behind him.On the other hand, it is the man behind great achievements, many line can integrate peace in your soul.We both know that there are always situation and people that will scare the shit out off you. We also know that most people want to do good.Be YOU *AS I BEGAN TO LOVE MYSELF* ~ Charlie Chaplin’s speech on his 70th Birthday~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~As I began to love myself I found that anguish and emotional suffering are only warning signs that I […]


einfach rilke 1899  Ich fürchte mich so vor der Menschen Wort. Sie sprechen alles so deutlich aus. Und dieses heißt Hund und jenes heißt Haus, und hier ist der Beginn und das Ende ist dort.    Mich bangt auch ihr Sinn, ihr Spiel mit dem Spott, sie wissen alles, was wird und war; kein Berg ist ihnen mehr wunderbar; ihr Garten und Gut grenzt grade an Gott.    Ich will immer warnen und wehren: Bleibt fern. Die Dinge singen hör ich so gern. Ihr rührt sie an: sie sind starr und stumm. Ihr bringt mir alle die Dinge um 

a letter for you

A book may never be used as a pulpit for your own parish. You may touch and move everyone, even without knowing. Words dance in heads in moments of your time. Not the writer determines the outcome and how things are perceived… the moment of the reader. Is not it wonderful. If you have the feeling that you do not have enough potential and quality yourself, -which is madness-, let others know what touched your soul. Books, movies, videos, songs. Some items refer to a certain time frame, other we like for ever.In a letter you describe the softness that we share and have. So let me share a few with you.In a letter to Princess Mathilde, Flaubert says: “That equating […]

Een vriend heb je nodig

Een vriend van me…Tenminste dat was m’n openingszin. Ik hield stil. En bemerkte vrij rap dat het concept vriend wel ietwat aan erosie onderhevig is.Je moet wel bruikbaar zijn anders ben je een soort van nobody waar we nu even geen tijd voor hebben. De bekende Nederlanders, trainers en andere dagvoorzitter Guru’s moeten hout gaan sprokkelen en dan toch nog origineel en integer blijven.Juist nu we eerlijkheid, kennis en persoonlijkheid nodig hebben. Juist zouden we die nu dienen te horen. Dat gebeurt vaker ook wel.Internet als de Moderne Speakers Corner in toentertijd Hyde Park.  Op You tube hebben ze een eigen kanaal.Niet als ze te veel een mening hebben die tegen de hoofdlijn (WHO, OMT, Regering, You tube enz).Ondersteunend, -zou […]

the new moon

So take a moment to reassess your path, thinking, doing. The brain-death following the new turbulence, schools, science without question it in such a way a could be one matrix. One reality amongst many, matrix like. Mathematics is one way of defining the universe.As I was 18 I stood up against the dangers of marketing. How stupid I could be.All is marketing and it is funny. Do not mirror yourself to the world of people, – what does NOT say you cannot take them serious as human-. The moment they adapt to a role and create an identity around it, they are lost. Just back up a like and walk on.There is a change going on. Humanity and the order are […]

Fuck All the Perfect People

A wicked world or wicked people…We, as a human race have been bothered with the fact that we are full of Sinn. Adam and Eva take the blame for that… That if we take the Western Christian History as starting point.My issue is:One way or the other al throughout history there is a small group of people, even individuals, who try to tell others how to live and that the way they were living now does not match the possibilities.Monotheism created the distance between you and the world. We might say that’s is where observation in stead of connecting started.Of course it really started with the Greek-Christian values and the bible, The Stoa started with  Zenon von Kition but were […]

mean while something else is happening

A few years ago Ronald Reagan was President of the USA. The Congress confronted him with facts concerning his way of working. These facts spoke clearly against what Reagan issued. His historical line in front of the Congress was:‘Facts are stupid things’So much for decent argumentation. I as one do not very much believe that science holds all the answers. But it is the best alternative as bases for decisions. Deduction, induction, falsification, verification… should be at the least be involved. Now we have internationally people who have studied and think they take very good researched desicions . A tragedy.In the Limelights the ego’s grow. Mean whilst something else is happening. In the western part of the world money and ego’s track are […]

Al is het poëzie … het is ook pijn….

 Niet het snijden doet pijn…. Maar het afgesneden zijn  Vasalis, pseudoniem van Margaretha (Kiekie) droogleever Fortuyn LeenmansPsychiater en dichteres Van 1908 tot 1998. In Den Haag Geboren Waarom toch? Roept zij wel eens over het lijden dat onze wereld zo met bloed kleurt. Zij dicht zacht en hoopvol. Vol menselijkheid, zachte scherpinnigheid.Veel is het lezen waard. Over nog meer zou ik graag schrijven. Nu kort een enkel woord nog. Ter troost is herkenning vaak een stap naar vrije creativiteit.Hoe zwaar ook, alles lijkt lichter te worden terwijl de emotie verdieptZo Celine (L.F.) (Dood op Krediet, Reis naar het Einde van de Nacht (ook WOI) het zegt:‘Een mens kan of 2 manieren verrekken: door volkomen onverschilligheid van de medemens in de tijd van vrede…. Of door de moordlust […]

The Gap, mind the gap

Do fall in the sighs of nature’s own spell. Attend the spaces in between. Access them. You know when you blink your eyes, somewhat like 20.000 times a day, there is this gap… the time in between…wherein you cannot ‘think’. The same goes for the space between 2heartbeats …. The Heart Rhythm Variation… there is silent communication that -we might not rationally notice- but can measure … it gives an indication of the state of your beingHow children are made is clear, at least the process. The notion of momentum and the importance of love are not always clear. What is consciousness ?Women ‘fool’ a man, just because ‘they’ want a ‘child’ that they more or less treat like they […]

If you listen you hear more

Perhaps the finest starting point in living is to listenwith all your senses…. in Verbal speech the ability to let somebody finish a sentence without interrupting it half way with your thoughts.If you notice ones to often that it repeats itself, in what is being said…. you might consider an other peer group.There are words, lines, poems that I have been reading over and over again. ‘I’ was 18 , the right age , when I readRainer Maria Rilke’s Die Weise von Liebe und Tod des Cornets Christoph Rilke(Erste Seite)Reiten, reiten, reiten, durch den Tag, durch die Nacht, durch den Tag.Reiten, reiten, reiten.Und der Mut ist so müde geworden und die Sehnsucht so groß. Es gibt keine Berge mehr, kaum einen Baum. Nichts […]